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 Don’t Call Tonight is playing now, and I’m thinking about how empowering it feels to listen to. I feel like Gaga is singing at all my exes for me. (I’m pausing the music so I can flesh out this thought.)

 The power behind her voice when she sings the lyric “Don’t call tonight!” is so palpable. It’s not a woe-is-me breakup song, although those are much needed. She’s like, you messed up, you missed your chance, leave me alone because I have better things to do. Don’t call tonight!

 The next song is Shadow Of A Man, and I’m interested in seeing how it fits into the theme of the last two songs, specifically. Oh, this is a bop. “I can’t get enough.” OH, the chorus. Wow. This is going on repeat, and I’m getting Stoney Balogne. I hope I can better express how exciting this song is once I’m vibing even harder.

 Also, my pain went away a while ago. It’s almost like weed is both medicine and a drug. Really cool stuff. And I noticed that the last song features Bruno Mars. I have a visceral bodily reaction of doubt, but I trust Gaga.

 I switch from live resin to rosin this time when I load my dab rig, because now that we’re getting higher up the scale it’s a better bang for your buck. Also because, why not? I know I’ve reached Stoney Balogne pretty easily, because I started thinking to myself, “Wait, which level am I trying to reach right now?” and I feel like that’s indication enough.

 I spent a lot of time, Stoned listening to Shadow of a Man on repeat while reading the lyrics, and I’ve decided that Gaga may have accidentally written a transmasc anthem. At least as a trans man, the song speaks to me in that way. I mean, pretty much every verse has lyrics I could point to, but for ease, I’ll just direct you to the chorus:

 This is NOT to imply that trans men are the “shadow of a man”. In my interpretation, this song can be about a man realizing he’s trans and deciding he’s ready to start living as himself (“I’m about to be there, I’m about to be there/ Watch me, I swear.”)

 Coming into manhood can be incredibly complicated and confusing. We spend our whole lives receiving messages about gender, and in the process of stepping into yourself you have to learn how you personally experience…this is hard to explain while Stoney Balogne. I have to pause the music to focus.

 We spend our whole lives getting messages about what it means to be a man, so then when you’re first out it’s really easy to feel like you’re “in the shadow of a man” because you’re figuring out how the heck to be a man and how to fit in with those around you in this new way. Eventually, you realize it doesn’t matter and there’s no right way to be a man, and the shadow feeling goes away over time.

 I know that Gaga wrote the song as a commentary on power dynamics between genders, specifically how women are capable of doing amazing things regardless of the men who put them in the shadows. I think it’s beautiful that the wording unintentionally also lends itself to the transmasc experience, especially because Gaga has had the trans community’s back since day 1. (To be transparent, I added this paragraph after I sobered up a bit because I wanted to do the topic better justice.)

 Moving on. The Beast is such a vibe. While still intense lyrically and emotionally, it’s slower and feels like a moment to both rest and process the album thus far. Process the fact that Gaga gave us this album nearly 20 years after The Fame. She knew that we all really needed the comfort that we felt in her music all that time ago- perhaps because she needed it too.

 Now I’m Baked Ziti and oh my gosh it rocks. My friend told me today about how when he interned at Electric Lady the musicians smoked a LOT of pot. He would have to get it for them sometimes even. These are fun facts for sure, and good for an icebreaker.

 Most dynamic song of the album so far, I’m going to stop typing and just listen to it on its own now so I can really feel everything I was writing about. I imagine my heart will be broken.

 Describing the delicacy of a relationship through the metaphor of a blade of grass tied around her finger, the hurt that she held alone for so long being held together with the help of another so gently and lovingly. We’re all very lucky that she shared this song with us.

 When I’m getting Baked Ziti Al Dente (woah these keys are so bouncy!) I’m always like, “I’m already so high, how will I know when it’s time?” But the beautiful thing about the scale is that it’s personal, and with practice, you get to know where your sweet spots are. So I kinda just like, know when I reach it.

 I can’t believe we’re here, at the last song, and I’m Baked Ziti Al Dente. What is my job?? I’m so lucky to get to do this. I hope it ends up telling a story, I don’t know what kind of story, but I hope there’s some kind of arc in this article that shows a journey of me at these levels and how my brain works as I work my way up. It’s going to be kind of funny, I think, at the very least, but I don’t want it to just be silly. I just hope my vision ends up panning out.

 Die With A Smile, it’s indescribably hopeful. It’s a completely different feel from the rest of the album. Kinda beachy and rocky – a bursting power ballad – but the harmonies evoke so much hope and joy and the song is just bursting with love. “If the world was ending, I’d wanna be next to you.”

 Behind all of these fun dance songs, there is a gaping honesty in the lyrics. And that honesty includes a lot of darkness, a lot of push and pull, a lot of hurt. Even if it’s just tucked into one line of a song. There were songs about cheating, dancing, doing drugs, having sex, and being a celebrity, all with this fascination and draw towards the absolute deepest bits of truth to the human experience.

 Gaga put together this album that finds so much joy and thrill in the mysterious, I mean, think about The Fame, and the levels of darkness that she had to publicly do stunts of (meat dress!) because this is where she lives. She takes the darkness and really feels it and transforms it into something we can enjoy and find solace in. Her artistry comes from her ability to make ugly things beautiful.

How To Buy Cannabis

 When it comes to any hot-button issue like cannabis legalization, there are always two sides, often without much middle ground. For those looking through a pro-legalization lens, efforts to continue federal prohibition and bar states from legalizing should be a thing of the past.

 Whereas, for proponents of anti-legalization, prohibition is a no-brainer. To fully understand this debate, we must examine the other side and explore the anti-legalization agenda. Let’s assess its potential impact both federally and statewide, and determine if a middle ground exists.

 In 1937, Congress enacted the Marijuana Tax Act after repealing federal alcohol prohibition in 1933. As a reaction to the many Mexican immigrants who brought cannabis with them across the border from Mexico in the early 1900s, anti-cannabis propaganda was widespread regarding these immigrants and other minorities, like African Americans. They prominently targeted these groups, claiming they were susceptible to ‘deviant behaviors’ caused by the “devil weed”.

 The Nixon administration took the racially-charged propaganda behind cannabis prohibition even further by unofficially beginning the “War on Drugs” in 1971. Cannabis was classified as a Schedule I drug along with heroin and meth in the Controlled Substances Act. This policy ensured significant penalties and incarceration for possession, cultivation, and trafficking for anyone found guilty in the U.S. So began decades of millions of arrests, particularly of African Americans, and an inability for researchers to study and unlock cannabis’s full medicinal value due to its status as federally illegal.

 Interestingly enough, the New York Times released an article in September of 2024, whereby a 1973 audio recording was unearthed of Nixon declaring he knew cannabis “is not particularly dangerous”, despite affecting millions of lives and families due to his policies ever since. Harper’s magazine also released an article in 2016, with clips from an interview with a top Nixon advisor who made a similar admission. Watergate co-conspirator, John Erlichmann, admitted on tape that the administration used the War On Drugs as a means to counter the voices of the anti-war hippies, as well as pro-Civil Rights efforts by African-Americans, to “disrupt those communities”.

 The efforts of anti-legalization proponents have continued since then, most significantly in the 1980s with the “Just Say No” movement by First Lady Nancy Reagan. The campaign exerted a massive influence on American society and families. Incarceration rates for cannabis possession and distribution continued to rise, as well as public opinion against marijuana among parental and morality groups.

 Since then, states in many diverse areas of the country have begun to enact their medical marijuana programs under the argument of state rights. This eventually culminated in a massive victory–Adult-Use passage in 2012 by voters in the state of Colorado. The legalization of weed for adults 21 and over has opened the floodgates, prompting 24 states to establish their own recreational, adult-use laws. Along with Adult-Use legalization in many states in the U.S., the 2018 Farm Bill added another dimension by introducing a widespread gray market for products containing other cannabinoids like CBD, Delta-8, and THCA.

 Current efforts to keep legal, black market, and gray market cannabinoid-containing products out of the hands of Americans have been working just as hard as those seeking to legalize. The intersection of socio-political and legal maneuvers by the anti-legalization crowd has been gaining traction in recent years to stem the tide of legalization. This is evident from the fact that 3 out of 4 states with Adult Use initiatives on the ballot in November of 2024 weren’t successful.

 According to its website, the lobbying group known as Smart Approaches to Marijuana (SAM) is “an alliance of organizations and individuals dedicated to a health-first approach to marijuana.” Groups like SAM claim to work in the interest of public health and safety first and foremost, perhaps to distance themselves from the prejudicial roots of anti-legalization in the past. The organization’s current motto is “Preventing the Next Big Tobacco.”

 SAM is a prominent opponent of legalization by individual states, as well as federal efforts to legalize and provide access. These efforts include federal rescheduling and the SAFER Banking Act–the latter of which seeks to allow legal cannabis dispensaries and businesses to access services like bank accounts–which most other businesses can access with no issues.

 SAM argues that marketing will target children, gangs, and cartels will gain access to financial services, and “big marijuana” will create addiction problems similar to those caused by alcohol and oxycontin abuse. However, SAM does find common ground with legalization advocates on decriminalization, suggesting that it offers a more measured approach for governments compared to full legalization.

 The influence of anti-legalization lobbyists like SAM has manifested itself in states seeking to legalize and even those who have already voted to do so. This is evident by efforts like Virginia Governor Glenn Youngkin’s reversal of the state legislature’s decision to pass Adult-Use legalization in 2021. Youngkin vetoed it based on “addiction prevention and public health safety.” However, polling shows that most Virginians have sided with legalization going back several years.

 Polling also showed that Florida had a majority of voters approved of adult-use legislation in 2024 before the election took place in November of the same year. Trulieve–a Florida-based multistate operator–spent over $140 million on Amendment 3 to legalize cannabis for Adult Use, according to finance reports released. Their efforts were ultimately thwarted by only reaching 56% instead of the 60% of approval votes that the state-mandated was necessary to pass.

 Before the election, Florida Governor Ron DeSantis took a heavy-handed approach by pumping large sums of money into anti-legalization efforts. He stoked worries of “the smell of marijuana in public everywhere” to engage voters’ fears like so many prohibitionists did decades before, however, he also took a more modern approach, as well, no doubt influenced by lobbies like SAM. De Santis was able to successfully portray Trulieve’s legalization efforts as a foreign company seeking to take advantage of Floridians by creating its own state-run monopoly on weed by keeping Florida-based companies away. These statements have been proven false since Trulieve originated in Florida and has its biggest retail medical facility footprint in the Sunshine State.

 While the winds of change have ushered in a new era of cannabis accessibility and acceptance, they’re also gathering strong headwinds in the opposite direction. As we approach 2025, several factors are at play–primarily thefederal government and the President, who will continue to create uncertainty on a wide variety of issues, not just cannabis.

 Whichever direction the federal government chooses to proceed on policies like rescheduling cannabis and the SAFER Act could be a window into just how much the momentum will continue in favor of cannabis legalization and access for the next few years to come.